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Hunger pains

Have I not become who I thought I would?

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Most of the photographs/images are probably labeled to many as the common term "emo"; which is what a lot of people dislike, find annoying or think is laughable.

Yes. They might be emotional and/or annoying.

I don't care.

You've been warned~
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Thu Nov 12, 2009, 5:07 PM
I live in a fog. Once a day passes, I forget it ever existed. I can hardly remember what I did today.

Fragments.
12.39 "If you're not here in 2 minutes I'll leave for school without you."
14.30 "I'm sorry, I have to cancel class, I'm not feeling well..."
18.13 "What? You fell asleep next to me? I can't recall us talking at all..."
20.32 "What the fuck the clock was 18 just a minute ago, what happened?"
02.00 "I need to listen to some classical music."

Tomorrow these fragments will be gone.

In some ways it's for the best. People hurt. In another, it's not good at all. I need to study anatomy, perspective, read my course literature...

I do not wish to sleep, for then this day will be gone. I want something sharp and cold to wake me up from the fog in my head, but I'm still scared of reality.

I'm supposed to be a big girl now but I keep on running away one way or another.


belonging somewhere:
:icondark-arts-asylum:

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  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Adagio For Strings Op. 11 - Barber
  • Reading: Watchmen

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  • Current Residence: somewhere over the rainbow .
  • Favourite movie: George Romero's Martin.
  • Favourite band or musician: nin, Queen Adreena, Dir en grey, Scarling, SADS, Tricky, Akira Yamaoka...
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~Gemmfyre666 Oct 10, 2009, 10:41:48 PM
:pills::pills::pills::pills:
sorry you haven't been give your pills lately .
but someone has been stealing them so when the truck with the pills came today i made sure i got them first.

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:iconmaldoror24:
~Maldoror24 Aug 23, 2009, 8:48:06 AM
thanks for the fav!

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why can't we all just walk away?
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~Guirnou Aug 19, 2009, 11:08:10 AM
Thanks for watching my work !! :heart:
:iconchizuko304:
Mood: Affection ~Chizuko304 Aug 9, 2009, 7:24:12 AM
Tror inte min egen syn på det hela "Life is easy, if you live, you live. If you on the other hand die, don't be scared, you are already dead." hjälper så mycket här men... Tror inte jag kommer dö än på ett låångt tag, är inte tillräckligt mycket tåga/ destruction i mig. Äh vafan, allt man säger låter fel :(

Gullis ;_; <3<3<3

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As long as I'm scared of life, I'll run from it.
:iconchizuko304:
~Chizuko304 Aug 8, 2009, 3:39:26 PM
Damn, sounds like I'm dying!♥ xD Men men really, tack för att du alltid är så stöttande och... genombäst, fhsdg♥♥♥

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As long as I'm scared of life, I'll run from it.
:iconchizuko304:
~Chizuko304 Aug 8, 2009, 3:22:23 PM
Ville bara droppa förbi och säga att jag älskar dig och en stor kram för att du berikar mitt liv med din blotta existens♥.

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As long as I'm scared of life, I'll run from it.
:icondark-arts-asylum:
=Dark-Arts-Asylum Aug 4, 2009, 2:01:22 PM
*leaves a plate of morphine cookies next to your bed and skips off down the hall*

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Providing artistic therapy to the creatively insane since 2005 :ambulance:
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~khymikaze Jul 31, 2009, 9:42:51 PM
:love:
:blackrose:

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Tell me and I`ll forget. Show me and I may not remember. Involve me and I`ll understand.
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*nitchwarmer Jul 18, 2009, 12:28:13 PM
Rather impressive gallery. Welcome to your new home @ The Asylum.
Max

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~voodoo-filth Jul 16, 2009, 5:37:03 PM
Thanks for the watch~
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